Do I make you uncomfortable? I'm sorry. Do you trust me less because I adore you despite your flaws? I'm willing to give you the benefit of the doubt. I hate not knowing, please tell me. It drives me crazy. Surrendering all this power has made me doubt my judgement but when I think about you all the time, what else can I do? Why can't I be your sidekick, it's all I want.
These swirling thoughts would drive the sanest person to distraction but this is the way I've always been with men. Lots of time it has gotten to the point where I wish I had never met that person because the pain is greater than the joy I once felt. What is the longing and how do you make it go away? Always wanting more than it can ever be.
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